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“I think I hear Mrs。 Fairfax move; sir;” said I。

“Well; leave me:” he relaxed his fingers; and I was gone。

I regained my couch; but never thought of sleep。 Till morning dawned I was tossed on a buoyant but unquiet sea; where billows of trouble rolled under surges of joy。 I thought sometimes I saw beyond its wild waters a shore; sweet as the hills of Beulah; and now and then a freshening gale; wakened by hope; bore my spirit triumphantly towards the bourne: but I could not reach it; even in fancy—a counteracting breeze blew off land; and continually drove me back。 Sense would resist delirium: judgment would warn passion。 Too feverish to rest; I rose as soon as day dawned。

Chapter 16

I both wished and feared to see Mr。 Rochester on the day which followed this sleepless night: I wanted to hear his voice again; yet feared to meet his eye。 During the early part of the morning; I momentarily expected his ing; he was not in the frequent habit of entering the schoolroom; but he did step in for a few minutes sometimes; and I had the impression that he was sure to visit it that day。

But the morning passed just as usual: nothing happened to interrupt the quiet course of Adèle’s studies; only soon after breakfast; I heard some bustle in the neighbourhood of Mr。 Rochester’s chamber; Mrs。 Fairfax’s voice; and Leah’s; and the cook’s—that is; John’s wife—and even John’s own gruff tones。 There were exclamations of “What a mercy master was not burnt in his bed!” “It is always dangerous to keep a candle lit at night。” “How providential that he had presence of mind to think of the water…jug!” “I wonder he waked nobody!” “It is to be hoped he will not take cold with sleeping on the library sofa;” &c。

To much confabulation succeeded a sound of