rised—very inconsistently so; as he had just told me to go。
“What!” he exclaimed; “are you quitting me already; and in that way?”
“You said I might go; sir。”
“But not without taking leave; not without a word or two of acknowledgment and good…will: not; in short; in that brief; dry fashion。 Why; you have saved my life!—snatched me from a horrible and excruciating death! and you walk past me as if we were mutual strangers! At least shake hands。”
He held out his hand; I gave him mine: he took it first in one; them in both his own。
“You have saved my life: I have a pleasure in owing you so immense a debt。 I cannot say more。 Nothing else that has being would have been tolerable to me in the character of creditor for such an obligation: but you: it is different;—I feel your benefits no burden; Jane。”
He paused; gazed at me: words almost visible trembled on his lips;—but his voice was checked。
“Good…night again; sir。 There is no debt; benefit; burden; obligation; in the case。”
“I knew;” he continued; “you would do me good in some way; at some time;—I saw it in your eyes when I first beheld you: their expression and smile did not”—(again he stopped)—“did not” (he proceeded hastily) “strike delight to my very inmost heart so for nothing。 People talk of natural sympathies; I have heard of good genii: there are grains of truth in the wildest fable。 My cherished preserver; goodnight!”
Strange energy was in his voice; strange fire in his look。
“I am glad I happened to be awake;” I said: and then I was going。
“What! you will go?”
“I am cold; sir。”
“Cold? Yes;—and standing in a pool! Go; then; Jane; go!” But he still retained my hand; and I could not free it。 I bethought myself of an expedient。