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how I did not value time; how often I sinned against my heart and spirit—my heart bleeds。 Life is a gift; life is happiness; each minute might have been an age of happiness。 Si jeunesse svait! Now; changing my life; I am being reborn into a new form。 Brother! I swear to you that I shall not lose hope and shall preserve my spirit and heart in purity。 I shall be reborn to a better thing。 That is my whole hope; my whole fort!

The life in prison has already sufficiently killed in me the demands of the flesh which were not wholly pure; I took little heed of myself before。 Now privations are nothing to me; and; therefore; do not fear that any material hardship will kill me。 This cannot be! Ah! To have health!

Well; good�by; good�by; brother! I embrace you closely; I kiss you closely。 Remember me without pain in your heart。 Do not grieve; I pray you; do not grieve for me! In the next letter I shall tell you of how I go on。 Remember then what I have told you: plan out your life; do not waste it; arrange your destiny; think of your children。 Oh; to see you; to see you! Good�by! Now I tear myself away from everything that was dear; it is painful to leave it! It is painful to break oneself in two; to cat the heart in two。 Good�by! Good�by! But I shall see you; I am convinced—I hope; do not change; love me; do not let your memory grow cold; and the thought of your love will be the best part of my life。 Good�by; good�by; once more! Good�by to all!

Your brother

Fyodor Dostoevaky

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狄更斯致妻子

查爾斯·狄更斯(1812-1870),19世紀英國著名的小說家;出生於英國朴茨茅斯特地區的一個小職員家庭。12歲時;父親負債入獄,他被迫輟學做工,後來經濟條件有所改善,才得以復學。狄更斯16歲便到一家律師事務所當繕寫員,後又擔任報社採訪記者,廣泛接觸社會,因此他了解底層生活,也瞭解上層社會的種種罪惡,熟悉司法界和議會政治中的諸多弊端;併為他後來的批判現實主義文學創作奠定了思想基礎。1837年,他發表第一部長篇小說《匹克威克外傳》,獲得巨大成功。從此,他專門從事文學創作,在此30年間,他一共寫了14