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 her crimes; and wrenched myself from connection with her mental defects。 Still; society associated my name and person with hers; I yet saw her and heard her daily: something of her breath (faugh!) mixed with the air I breathed; and besides; I remembered I had once been her husband—that recollection was then; and is now; inexpressibly odious to me; moreover; I knew that while she lived I could never be the husband of another and better wife; and; though five years my senior (her family and her father had lied to me even in the particular of her age); she was likely to live as long as I; being as robust in frame as she was infirm in mind。 Thus; at the age of twenty…six; I was hopeless。

“One night I had been awakened by her yells—(since the medical men had pronounced her mad; she had; of course; been shut up)—it was a fiery West Indian night; one of the description that frequently precede the hurricanes of those climates。 Being unable to sleep in bed; I got up and opened the window。 The air was like sulphur… steams—I could find no refreshment anye buzzing in and hummed sullenly round the room; the sea; which I could hear from thence; rumbled dull like an earthquake—black clouds were casting up over it; the moon was setting in the waves; broad and red; like a hot cannon…ball—she threw her last bloody glance over a world quivering with the ferment of tempest。 I was physically influenced by the atmosphere and scene; and my ears were filled with the curses the maniac still shrieked out; wherein she momentarily mingled my name with such a tone of demon…hate; with such language!—no professed harlot ever had a fouler vocabulary than she: though two rooms off; I heard every word—the thin partitions of the West India house opposing but slight obstruction to her wolfish crie