o speak to men; were dictated byHeaven and were meant for him。 He was fourteen—was it too lat? And thus uneasiness wasreinforced by the impression; which at that moment he realized had been his all along; that hismother was not saying everything she meant。 What; he wondered; did she say to Aunt Florencewhen they talked together? Or to his father? What were her thoughts? Her face would never tell。
And yet; looking down at him in a moment that was like a secret; passing sign; her face did tellhim。 Her thoughts were bitter。
‘I don’t care;’ Roy said; rising。 ‘When I have children I ain’t going to treat them like this。’
John watched his mother; she watched Roy。 ‘I’m sure this ain’t no way to be。 Ain’t got no right tohave a houseful of children if you don’t know how to treat them。’
‘You mighty grown up this morning;’ his mother said。 ‘You be careful。’
‘And tell me something else;’ Roy said; suddenly leaning over his mother; ‘tell me howe he don’t never let me talk to him like I talk to you? He’s my father; ain’t he? But he don’tnever listen to me—no; I all the time got to listen to him。’
‘Your father;’ she said; watching him; ‘knows best。 You listen to your father; I guaranteeyou you won’t end up in no jail。’
Roy sucked his teeth in fury。 ‘I ain’t looking to go to no jail。 You think that’s all that’s inthe world is jails and churches? You ought to know better than that; Ma。’
‘I know;’ she said; ‘there ain’t no safety except you walk humble before the Lord。 Yougoing to find it out; too; one day。 You go on; hardhead。 You going to e to grief。’
And suddenly Rot grinned。 ‘But you be there; won’t you; Ma—when I’m in trouble?’
‘You don’t know;’ she said; trying not to smile; ‘how long the Lord’s going to let me st