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here was another woman; whom he took to be thatwife of his father’s; called Deborah—who had; as he had once believed; so much to tell him。 Butshe; alone; of all that pany; looked at him and signified that there was no speech in the grave。

He was a stranger there—they did not see him pass; they did not know what he was looking for;they could not help him search。 He wanted to find Elisha; who knew; perhaps; who would help him—but Elisha was not there。 There was Roy: Roy also might have helped him; but he had beenstabbed with a knife; and lay now; brown and silent; at his father’s feet。

Then there began to flood John’s soul the waters of despair。 Love is as strong as death; asdeep as the grave。 But love; which had; perhaps; like a benevolent monarch; swelled thepopulation of his neighboring kingdom; Death; had not himself descended: they owed him noallegiance here。 Here there was no speech or language; and there was no love; no one to say: Youare beautiful; John; no one to forgive him; no matter what his sin; no one to heal him; and lift himup。 No one: father and mother looked backward; Roy was bloody; Elisha was not here。

Then the darkness began to murmur—a terrible sound—and John’s ears trembled。 In thismurmur that filled the grave; like a thousand wings beating on the air; he recognized a sound thathe had always heard。 He began; for terror; to weep and moan—and this sound was swallowed up;and yet was magnified by the echoes that filled the darkness。

This sound had filled John’s life; so it now seemed; from the moment he had first drawnbreath。 He had heard it everywhere; in prayer and in daily speech; and wherever the saints weregathered; and in the unbelieving streets。 It was in his father’s anger; and in his mother’s calminsistence; and