nt; all the rest was formless cloud and vacant depth; and it shuddered at the thought of tottering; and plunging amid that chaos。 While pondering this new idea; I heard the front door open; Mr。 Bates came out; and with him was a nurse。 After she had seen him mount his horse and depart; she was about to close the door; but I ran up to her。
“How is Helen Burns?”
“Very poorly;” was the answer。
“Is it her Mr。 Bates has been to see?”
“Yes。”
“And what does he say about her?”
“He says she’ll not be here long。”
This phrase; uttered in my hearing yesterday; would have only conveyed the notion that she was about to be removed to Northumberland; to her own home。 I should not have suspected that it meant she was dying; but I knew instantly now! It opened clear on my prehension that Helen Burns was numbering her last days in this world; and that she was going to be taken to the region of spirits; if such region there were。 I experienced a shock of horror; then a strong thrill of grief; then a desire—a necessity to see her; and I asked in what room she lay。
“She is in Miss Temple’s room;” said the nurse。
“May I go up and speak to her?”
“Oh no; child! It is not likely; and now it is time for you to e in; you’ll catch the fever if you stop out when the dew is falling。”
The nurse closed the front door; I went in by the side entrance which led to the schoolroom: I was just in time; it was nine o’clock; and Miss Miller was calling the pupils to go to bed。
It might be two hours later; probably near eleven; when I—not having been able to fall asleep; and deeming; from the perfect silence of the dormitory; that my panions were all wrapt in profound repose—rose softly; put on my frock over my night…dress; and;