aid very deliberately—“You are cold; you are sick; and you are silly。”
“Prove it;” I rejoined。
“I will; in few words。 You are cold; because you are alone: no contact strikes the fire from you that is in you。 You are sick; because the best of feelings; the highest and the sweetest given to man; keeps far away from you。 You are silly; because; suffer as you may; you will not beckon it to approach; nor will you stir one step to meet it where it waits you。”
She again put her short black pipe to her lips; and renewed her smoking with vigour。
“You might say all that to almost any one who you knew lived as a solitary dependent in a great house。”
“I might say it to almost any one: but would it be true of almost any one?”
“In my circumstances。”
“Yes; just so; in your circumstances: but find me another precisely placed as you are。”
“It would be easy to find you thousands。”
“You could scarcely find me one。 If you knew it; you are peculiarly situated: very near happiness; yes; within reach of it。 The materials are all prepared; there only wants a movement to bine them。 Chance laid them somewhat apart; let them be once approached and bliss results。”
“I don’t understand enigmas。 I never could guess a riddle in my life。”
“If you wish me to speak more plainly; show me your palm。”
“And I must cross it with silver; I suppose?”
“To be sure。”
I gave her a shilling: she put it into an old stocking…foot which she took out of her pocket; and having tied it round and returned it; she told me to hold out my hand。 I did。 She ached her face to the palm; and pored over it without touching it。
“It is too fine;” said she。 “I can make nothing of such a hand as that; almost without lines: besides;