I leave both the choice of subject and the manner of treating it entirely to yourself。”
Accordingly I sat and said nothing: “If he expects me to talk for the mere sake of talking and showing off; he will find he has addressed himself to the wrong person;” I thought。
“You are dumb; Miss Eyre。”
I was dumb still。 He bent his head a little towards me; and with a single hasty glance seemed to dive into my eyes。
“Stubborn?” he said; “and annoyed。 Ah! it is consistent。 I put my request in an absurd; almost insolent form。 Miss Eyre; I beg your pardon。 The fact is; once for all; I don’t wish to treat you like an inferior: that is” (correcting himself); “I claim only such superiority as must result from twenty years’ difference in age and a century’s advance in experience。 This is legitimate; et j’y tiens; as Adèle would say; and it is by virtue of this superiority; and this alone; that I desire you to have the goodness to talk to me a little now; and divert my thoughts; which are galled with dwelling on one point—cankering as a rusty nail。”
He had deigned an explanation; almost an apology; and I did not feel insensible to his condescension; and would not seem so。
“I am willing to amuse you; if I can; sir—quite willing; but I cannot introduce a topic; because how do I know what will interest you? Ask me questions; and I will do my best to answer them。”
“Then; in the first place; do you agree with me that I have a right to be a little masterful; abrupt; perhaps exacting; sometimes; on the grounds I stated; namely; that I am old enough to be your father; and that I have battled through a varied experience with many men of many nations; and roamed over half the globe; while you have lived quietly with one set of people in one house?”