hould hate you?”
“I do indeed; sir。”
“Then you are mistaken; and you know nothing about me; and nothing about the sort of love of which I am capable。 Every atom of your flesh is as dear to me as my own: in pain and sickness it would still be dear。 Your mind is my treasure; and if it were broken; it would be my treasure still: if you raved; my arms should confine you; and not a strait waistcoat—your grasp; even in fury; would have a charm for me: if you flew at me as wildly as that woman did this morning; I should receive you in an embrace; at least as fond as it would be restrictive。 I should not shrink from you with disgust as I did from her: in your quiet moments you should have no watcher and no nurse but me; and I could hang over you with untiring tenderness; though you gave me no smile in return; and never weary of gazing into your eyes; though they had no longer a ray of recognition for me。—But why do I follow that train of ideas? I was talking of removing you from Thornfield。 All; you know; is prepared for prompt departure: to…morrow you shall go。 I only ask you to endure one more night under this roof; Jane; and then; farewell to its miseries and terrors for ever! I have a place to repair to; which will be a secure sanctuary from hateful reminiscences; from unwele intrusion—even from falsehood and slander。”
“And take Adèle with you; sir;” I interrupted; “she will be a panion for you。”
“What do you mean; Jane? I told you I would send Adèle to school; and what do I want with a child for a panion; and not my own child;—a French dancer’s bastard? Why do you importune me about her! I say; why do you assign Adèle to me for a panion?”
“You spoke of a retirement; sir; and retirement and solitude are dull: too dull for you。”
“Sol