bye; cousin Jane Eyre; I wish you well: you have some sense。”
I then returned: “You are not without sense; cousin Eliza; but what you have; I suppose; in another year will be walled up alive in a French convent。 However; it is not my business; and so it suits you; I don’t much care。”
“You are in the right;” said she; and with these words we each went our separate way。 As I shall not have occasion to refer either to her or her sister again; I may as well mention here; that Georgiana made an advantageous match with a wealthy worn…out man of fashion; and that Eliza actually took the veil; and is at this day superior of the convent where she passed the period of her novitiate; and which she endowed with her fortune。
How people feel when they are returning home from an absence; long or short; I did not know: I had never experienced the sensation。 I had known what it was to e back to Gateshead when a child after a long walk; to be scolded for looking cold or gloomy; and later; what it was to e back from church to Lowood; to long for a plenteous meal and a good fire; and to be unable to get either。 Neither of these returnings was very pleasant or desirable: no mag drew me to a given point; increasing in its strength of attraction the nearer I came。 The return to Thornfield was yet to be tried。
My journey seemed tedious—very tedious: fifty miles one day; a night spent at an inn; fifty miles the next day。 During the first twelve hours I thought of Mrs。 Reed in her last moments; I saw her disfigured and discoloured face; and heard her strangely altered voice。 I mused on the funeral day; the coffin; the hearse; the black train of tenants and servants—few was the number of relatives—the gaping vault; the silent church; the solemn service。 Then I thought