die; philosophers falter in wisdom; and Christians in goodness: if any one you know has suffered and erred; let him look higher than his equals for strength to amend and solace to heal。”
“But the instrument—the instrument! God; who does the work; ordains the instrument。 I have myself—I tell it you without parable—been a worldly; dissipated; restless man; and I believe I have found the instrument for my cure in—”
He paused: the birds went on carolling; the leaves lightly rustling。 I almost wondered they did not check their songs and whispers to catch the suspended revelation; but they would have had to wait many minutes—so long was the silence protracted。 At last I looked up at the tardy speaker: he was looking eagerly at me。
“Little friend;” said he; in quite a changed tone—while his face changed too; losing all its softness and gravity; and being harsh and sarcastic—“you have noticed my tender penchant for Miss Ingram: don’t you think if I married her she would regenerate me with a vengeance?”
He got up instantly; went quite to the other end of the walk; and when he came back he was humming a tune。
“Jane; Jane;” said he; stopping before me; “you are quite pale with your vigils: don’t you curse me for disturbing your rest?”
“Curse you? No; sir。”
“Shake hands in confirmation of the word。 What cold fingers! They were warmer last night when I touched them at the door of the mysterious chamber。 Jane; when will you watch with me again?”
“Whenever I can be useful; sir。”
“For instance; the night before I am married! I am sure I shall not be able to sleep。 Will you promise to sit up with me to bear me pany? To you I can talk of my lovely one: for now you have seen her and know her。”
“Yes; sir。”
“She’s