關燈 巨大 直達底部
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 to gather the heath honey before the dew was dried— when the long morning shadows were curtailed; and the sun filled earth and sky—I got up; and I looked round me。

What a still; hot; perfect day! What a golden desert this spreading moor! Everywhere sunshine。 I wished I could live in it and on it。 I saw a lizard run over the crag; I saw a bee busy among the sweet bilberries。 I would fain at the moment have bee bee or lizard; that I might have found fitting nutriment; permanent shelter here。 But I was a human being; and had a human being’s wants: I must not linger where there was nothing to supply them。 I rose; I looked back at the bed I had left。 Hopeless of the future; I wished but this—that my Maker had that night thought good to require my soul of me while I slept; and that this weary frame; absolved by death from further conflict with fate; had noingle in peace with the soil of this wilderness。 Life; however; was yet in my possession; ents; and pains; and responsibilities。 The burden must be carried; the want provided for; the suffering endured; the responsibility fulfilled。 I set out。

Whitcross regained; I followed a road which led from the sun; now fervent and high。 By no other circumstance had I will to decide my choice。 I walked a long time; and when I thought I had nearly done enough; and might conscientiously yield to the fatigue that almost overpowered me—might relax this forced action; and; sitting down on a stone I saw near; submit resistlessly to the apathy that clogged heart and limb—I heard a bell chime—a church bell。

I turned in the direction of the sound; and there; amongst the romantic hills; whose changes and aspect I had ceased to note an hour ago; I saw a hamlet and a spire。 All the valley at my right hand was full of pasture…f