ran about and engaged in active games; but sundry pale and thin ones herded together for shelter and warmth in the verandah; and amongst these; as the dense mist perated to their shivering frames; I heard frequently the sound of a hollow cough。
As yet I had spoken to no one; nor did anybody seem to take notice of me; I stood lonely enough: but to that feeling of isolation I was accustomed; it did not oppress me much。 I leant against a pillar of the verandah; drew my grey mantle close about me; and; trying to forget the cold which nipped me without; and the unsatisfied hunger which gnawed me within; delivered myself up to the employment of watching and thinking。 My reflections were too undefined and fragmentary to merit record: I hardly yet knew where I was; Gateshead and my past life seemed floated away to an immeasurable distance; the present was vague and strange; and of the future I could form no conjecture。 I looked round the convent…like garden; and then up at the house—a large building; half of which seemed grey and old; the other half quite new。 The new part; containing the schoolroom and dormitory; was lit by mullioned and latticed windows; which gave it a church…like aspect; a stone tablet over the door bore this inscription:—
“Lowood Institution。—This portion was rebuilt A。D。—; by Naomi Brocklehurst; of Brocklehurst Hall; in this county。” “Let your light so shine before men; that they may see your good works; and glorify your Father which is in heaven。”— St。 Matt。 v。 16。
I read these words over and over again: I felt that an explanation belonged to them; and was unable fully to perate their import。 I was still pondering the signification of “Institution;” and endeavouring to make out a connection between the first words and the verse of S