d stand by the door; out of the way of the mirror and the windows。”
I did so; not at first aware what was his intention; but when I saw him lift and poise the book and stand in act to hurl it; I instinctively started aside with a cry of alarm: not soon enough; however; the volume was flung; it hit me; and I fell; striking my head against the door and cutting it。 The cut bled; the pain was sharp: my terror had passed its climax; other feelings succeeded。
“Wicked and cruel boy!” I said。 “You are like a murderer—you are like a slave…driver—you are like the Roman emperors!”
I had read Goldsmith’s History of Rome; and had formed my opinion of Nero; Caligula; &c。 Also I had drawn parallels in silence; which I never thought thus to have declared aloud。
“What! what!” he cried。 “Did she say that to me? Did you hear her; Eliza and Georgiana? Won’t I tell mama? but first—”
He ran headlong at me: I felt him grasp my hair and my shoulder: he had closed with a desperate thing。 I really saw in him a tyrant; a murderer。 I felt a drop or two of blood from my head trickle down my neck; and was sensible of somewhat pungent suffering: these sensations for the time predominated over fear; and I received him in frantic sort。 I don’t very well know what I did with my hands; but he called me “Rat! Rat!” and bellowed out aloud。 Aid was near him: Eliza and Georgiana had run for Mrs。 Reed; who was gone upstairs: she now came upon the scene; followed by Bessie and her maid Abbot。 We were parted: I heard the words—
“Dear! dear! What a fury to fly at Master John!”
“Did ever anybody see such a picture of passion!”
Then Mrs。 Reed subjoined—
“Take her away to the red…room; and lock her in there。” Four hands were immediately laid upon me; an