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ure; genial affections。 This was a blessing; bright; vivid; and exhilarating;—not like the ponderous gift of gold: rich and wele enough in its way; but sobering from its weight。 I now clapped my hands in sudden joy—my pulse bounded; my veins thrilled。

“Oh; I am glad!—I am glad!” I exclaimed。

St。 John smiled。 “Did I not say you neglected essential points to pursue trifles?” he asked。 “You were serious when I told you you had got a fortune; and now; for a matter of no moment; you are excited。”

“What can you mean? It may be of no moment to you; you have sisters and don’t care for a cousin; but I had nobody; and now three relations;—or two; if you don’t choose to be counted;—are born into my world full…grown。 I say again; I am glad!”

I walked fast through the room: I stopped; half suffocated with the thoughts that rose faster than I could receive; prehend; settle them:… thoughts of what might; could; would; and should be; and that ere long。 I looked at the blank wall: it seemed a sky thick with ascending stars;—every one lit me to a purpose or delight。 Those who had saved my life; whom; till this hour; I had loved barrenly; I could now benefit。 They were under a yoke;—I could free them: they were scattered;—I could reunite them: the independence; the affluence which was mine; might be theirs too。 Were we not four? Twenty thousand pounds shared equally would be five thousand each; justice—enough and to spare: justice would be done;—mutual happiness secured。 Now the wealth did not weigh on me: now it was not a mere bequest of coin;—it was a legacy of life; hope; enjoyment。

How I looked while these ideas were taking my spirit by storm; I cannot tell; but I perceived soon that Mr。 Rivers had placed a chair behind me; and was gently attempting