ively as I used to let her undress me when a child。
Old times crowded fast back on me as I watched her bustling about— setting out the tea…tray with her best china; cutting bread and butter; toasting a tea…cake; and; between whiles; giving little Robert or Jane an occasional tap or push; just as she used to give me in former days。 Bessie had retained her quick temper as well as her light foot and good looks。
Tea ready; I was going to approach the table; but she desired me to sit still; quite in her old peremptory tones。 I must be served at the fireside; she said; and she placed before me a little round stand with my cup and a plate of toast; absolutely as she used to acmodate me with some privately purloined dainty on a nursery chair: and I smiled and obeyed her as in bygone days。
She wanted to know if I was happy at Thornfield Hall; and what sort of a person the mistress was; and when I told her there was only a master; whether he was a nice gentleman; and if I liked him。 I told her he rather an ugly man; but quite a gentleman; and that he treated me kindly; and I was content。 Then I went on to describe to her the gay pany that had lately been staying at the house; and to these details Bessie listened with interest: they were precisely of the kind she relished。
In such conversation an hour was soon gone: Bessie restored to me my bon; &c。; and; acpanied by her; I quitted the lodge for the hall。 It was also acpanied by her that I had; nearly nine years ago; walked down the path I was now ascending。 On a dark; misty; raw morning in January; I had left a hostile roof with a desperate and embittered heart—a sense of outlawry and almost of reprobation—to seek the chilly harbourage of Lowood: that bourne so far away and unexplored。 The same hostile