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 My father and my brother Rowland knew all this; but they thought only of the thirty thousand pounds; and joined in the plot against me。”

“These were vile discoveries; but except for the treachery of concealment; I should have made them no subject of reproach to my wife; even when I found her nature wholly alien to mine; her tastes obnoxious to me; her cast of mind mon; low; narrow; and singularly incapable of being led to anything higher; expanded to anything larger—when I found that I could not pass a single evening; nor even a single hour of the day with her in fort; that kindly conversation could not be sustained between us; because whatever topic I started; immediately received from her a turn at once coarse and trite; perverse and imbecile—when I perceived that I should never have a quiet or settled household; because no servant would bear the continued outbreaks of her violent and unreasonable temper; or the vexations of her absurd; contradictory; exacting orders—even then I restrained myself: I eschewed upbraiding; I curtailed remonstrance; I tried to devour my repentance and disgust in secret; I repressed the deep antipathy I felt。

“Jane; I will not trouble you with abominable details: some strong words shall express what I have to say。 I lived with that woman upstairs four years; and before that time she had tried me indeed: her character ripened and developed with frightful rapidity; her vices sprang up fast and rank: they were so strong; only cruelty could check them; and I would not use cruelty。 What a pigmy intellect she had; and what giant propensities! How fearful were the curses those propensities entailed on me! Bertha Mason; the true daughter of an infamous mother; dragged me through all the hideous and degrading agonies which must atten