oundless stores of His providence; supply the inadequacy of the means to the end。 Think like me; Jane—trust like me。 It is the Rock of Ages I ask you to lean on: do not doubt but it will bear the weight of your human weakness。”
“I do not understand a missionary life: I have never studied missionary labours。”
“There I; humble as I am; can give you the aid you want: I can set you your task from hour to hour; stand by you always; help you from moment to moment。 This I could do in the beginning: soon (for I know your powers) you would be as strong and apt as myself; and y help。”
“But my powers—where are they for this undertaking? I do not feel them。 Nothing speaks or stirs in me while you talk。 I am sensible of no light kindling—no life quickening—no voice counselling or cheering。 Oh; I wish I could make you see how much my mind is at this moment like a rayless dungeon; with one shrinking fear fettered in its depths—the fear of being persuaded by you to attempt what I cannot acplish!”
“I have an answer for you—hear it。 I have watched you ever since we first met: I have made you my study for ten months。 I have proved you in that time by sundry tests: and what have I seen and elicited? In the village school I found you could perform well; punctually; uprightly; labour uncongenial to your habits and inclinations; I saw you could perform it with capacity and tact: you could win while you controlled。 In the calm with which you learnt you had bee suddenly rich; I read a mind clear of the vice of Demas:… lucre had no undue power over you。 In the resolute readiness with which you cut your wealth into four shares; keeping but one to yourself; and relinquishing the three others to the claim of abstract justice; I recognised a soul that revelled in the flam