five o’clock had revived vitality; if it had not satisfied hunger: the long restraint of the day was slackened; the schoolroom felt warmer than in the morning—its fires being allowed to burn a little more brightly; to supply; in some measure; the place of candles; not yet introduced: the ruddy gloaming; the licensed uproar; the confusion of many voices gave one a wele sense of liberty。
On the evening of the day on which I had seen Miss Scatcherd flog her pupil; Burns; I wandered as usual among the forms and tables and laughing groups without a panion; yet not feeling lonely: when I passed the windows; I now and then lifted a blind; and looked out; it snowed fast; a drift was already forming against the lower panes; putting my ear close to the window; I could distinguish from the gleeful tumult within; the disconsolate moan of the wind outside。
Probably; if I had lately left a good home and kind parents; this would have been the hour when I should most keenly have regretted the separation; that wind would then have saddened my heart; this obscure chaos would have disturbed my peace! as it was; I derived from both a strange excitement; and reckless and feverish; I wished the wind to howl more wildly; the gloom to deepen to darkness; and the confusion to rise to clamour。
Jumping over forms; and creeping under tables; I made my way to one of the fire…places; there; kneeling by the high wire fender; I found Burns; absorbed; silent; abstracted from all round her by the panionship of a book; which she read by the dim glare of the embers。
“Is it still Rasselas?” I asked; ing behind her。
“Yes;” she said; “and I have just finished it。”
And in five minutes more she shut it up。 I was glad of this。 “Now;” thought I; “I can perhaps get her to