Mr。 Rochester’s narrative; but made no disclosure in return。 The coincidence struck me as too awful and inexplicable to be municated or discussed。 If I told anything; my tale would be such as must necessarily make a profound impression on the mind of my hearer: and that mind; yet from its sufferings too prone to gloom; needed not the deeper shade of the supernatural。 I kept these things then; and pondered them in my heart。
“You cannot now wonder;” continued my master; “that when you rose upon me so unexpectedly last night; I had difficulty in believing you any other than a mere voice and vision; something that would melt to silence and annihilation; as the midnight whisper and mountain echo had melted before。 Now; I thank God! I know it to be otherwise。 Yes; I thank God!”
He put me off his knee; rose; and reverently lifting his hat from his brow; and bending his sightless eyes to the earth; he stood in mute devotion。 Only the last words of the worship were audible。
“I thank my Maker; that; in the midst of judgment; he has remembered mercy。 I humbly entreat my Redeemer to give me strength to lead henceforth a purer life than I have done hitherto!”
Then he stretched his hand out to be led。 I took that dear hand; held it a moment to my lips; then let it pass round my shoulder: being so much lower of stature than he; I served both for his prop and guide。 We entered the wood; and wended homeward。
Chapter 38—CONCLUSION
Reader; I married him。 A quiet wedding we had: he and I; the parson and clerk; were alone present。 When we got back from church; I went into the kitchen of the manor…house; where Mary was cooking the dinner and John cleaning the knives; and I said—
“Mary; I have been married to Mr。 Rochester this morning。” The h