sage in the world: for the rest; you are not my conscience…keeper; so don’t make yourself uneasy。 Here; e in; bonny wanderer!”
He said this as if he spoke to a vision; viewless to any eye but his own; then; folding his arms; which he had half extended; on his chest; he seemed to enclose in their embrace the invisible being。
“Now;” he continued; again addressing me; “I have received the pilgrim—a disguised deity; as I verify believe。 Already it has done me good: my heart was a sort of charnel; it will now be a shrine。”
“To speak truth; sir; I don’t understand you at all: I cannot keep up the conversation; because it has got out of my depth。 Only one thing; I know: you said you were not as good as you should like to be; and that you regretted your own imperfection;—one thing I can prehend: you intimated that to have a sullied memory was a perpetual bane。 It seems to me; that if you tried hard; you would in time find it possible to bee what you yourself would approve; and that if from this day you began with resolution to correct your thoughts and actions; you would in a few years have laid up a new and stainless store of recollections; to which you might revert with pleasure。”
“Justly thought; rightly said; Miss Eyre; and; at this moment; I am paving hell with energy。”
“Sir?”
“I am laying down good intentions; which I believe durable as flint。 Certainly; my associates and pursuits shall be other than they have been。”
“And better?”
“And better—so much better as pure ore is than foul dross。 You seem to doubt me; I don’t doubt myself: I know what my aim is; what my motives are; and at this moment I pass a law; unalterable as that of the Medes and Persians; that both are right。”
“They cannot be; sir; if they requi