spirations and these regrets? It would be difficult to say: I could not then distinctly say it to myself; yet I had a reason; and a logical; natural reason too。 However; when I had brushed my hair very smooth; and put on my black frock—which; Quakerlike as it was; at least had the merit of fitting to a nicety—and adjusted my clean white tucker; I thought I should do respectably enough to appear before Mrs。 Fairfax; and that my new pupil would not at least recoil from me with antipathy。 Having opened my chamber window; and seen that I left all things straight and neat on the toilet table; I ventured forth。
Traversing the long and matted gallery; I descended the slippery steps of oak; then I gained the hall: I halted there a minute; I looked at some pictures on the walls (one; I remember; represented a grim man in a cuirass; and one a lady with powdered hair and a pearl necklace); at a bronze lamp pendent from the ceiling; at a great clock whose case was of oak curiously carved; and ebon black with time and rubbing。 Everything appeared very stately and imposing to me; but then I was so little accustomed to grandeur。 The hall…door; which was half of glass; stood open; I stepped over the threshold。 It was a fine autumn morning; the early sun shone serenely on embrowned groves and still green fields; advancing on to the lawn; I looked up and surveyed the front of the mansion。 It was three storeys high; of proportions not vast; though considerable: a gentleman’s manor…house; not a nobleman’s seat: battlements round the top gave it a picturesque look。 Its grey front stood out well from the background of a rookery; whose cawing tenants were now on the wing: they flew over the lawn and grounds to alight in a great meadow; from which these were separated by a sunk fence; a