riends; to earn respect and win affection。 Already I had made visible progress: that very morning I had reached the head of my class; Miss Miller had praised me warmly; Miss Temple had smiled approbation; she had promised to teach me drawing; and to let me learn French; if I continued to make similar improvement two months longer: and then I was well received by my fellow…pupils; treated as an equal by those of my own age; and not molested by any; now; here I lay again crushed and trodden on; and could I ever rise more?
“Never;” I thought; and ardently I wished to die。 While sobbing out this wish in broken accents; some one approached: I started up— again Helen Burns was near me; the fading fires just showed her ing up the long; vacant room; she brought my coffee and bread。
“e; eat something;” she said; but I put both away from me; feeling as if a drop or a crumb would have choked me in my present condition。 Helen regarded me; probably with surprise: I could not now abate my agitation; though I tried hard; I continued to weep aloud。 She sat down on the ground near me; embraced her knees with her arms; and rested her head upon them; in that attitude she remained silent as an Indian。 I was the first who spoke—
“Helen; why do you stay with a girl whom everybody believes to be a liar?”
“Everybody; Jane? Why; there are only eighty people who have heard you called so; and the world contains hundreds of millions。”
“But what have I to do with millions? The eighty; I know; despise me。”
“Jane; you are mistaken: probably not one in the school either despises or dislikes you: many; I am sure; pity you much。”
“How can they pity me after what Mr。 Brocklehurst has said?”
“Mr。 Brocklehurst is not a god: nor is he even a great and