ould not do to risk a long sentence; for my voice and。
“In about a month I hope to be a bridegroom;” continued Mr。 Rochester; “and in the interim; I shall myself look out for employment and an asylum for you。”
“Thank you; sir; I am sorry to give—”
“Oh; no need to apologise! I consider that when a dependent does her duty as well as you have done yours; she has a sort of claim upon her employer for any little assistance he can conveniently render her; indeed I have already; through my future mother…in…law; heard of a place that I think will suit: it is to undertake the education of the five daughters of Mrs。 Dionysius O’Gall of Bitternutt Lodge; Connaught; Ireland。 You’ll like Ireland; I think: they’re such warm…hearted people there; they say。”
“It is a long way off; sir。”
“No matter—a girl of your sense will not object to the voyage or the distance。”
“Not the voyage; but the distance: and then the sea is a barrier—”
“From what; Jane?”
“From England and from Thornfield: and—”
“Well?”
“From you; sir。”
I said this almost involuntarily; and; with as little sanction of free will; my tears gushed out。 I did not cry so as to be heard; however; I avoided sobbing。 The thought of Mrs。 O’Gall and Bitternutt Lodge struck cold to my heart; and colder the thought of all the brine and foam; destined; as it seemed; to rush between me and the master at whose side I now walked; and coldest the remembrance of the wider ocean—wealth; caste; custom intervened between me and what I naturally and inevitably loved。
“It is a long way;” I again said。
“It is; to be sure; and when you get to Bitternutt Lodge; Connaught; Ireland; I shall never see you again; Jane: that’s morally certain。 I never go over to Ire